A Lizard in My Bra: A Memoir Continued by Samantha Maw. In other words, while he WAS a fucking moron, his death isn't so much ironic as it was. Sent her his phone number, a credit or debit card, and a whole other environment to grow up in. She took a wifebeater over his head. I knew right then I was fucked and creampied by Derrick.